Its past midnight and I´m still here, trying to configure my mails, set up advertisements and burn my remaining brain cell in the process.

There is probably a good amount of people furious with me for sending a mail with the wrong attachment, just to receive a following one with a single adress line and a emoji at the end : )

I suck so bad in understanding how to put together this operation that half of me wants to smash the keyboard and rip the screen out of the laptop´s body. My body is stiff and there is no laughter when I see that Im about to be charged from google ads from a campaign that I poorly put together that results in no yield whatsoever. In the tutorials the require me firstly and foremost to enter the EXPERT MODE, however the experto mode option is nowhere to be seen…

I am beyond frustration and borderling despair… Suddenly my memory takes me back to my friend Thomas who put together my first web site about 6 years ago, a website that was working perfectly and had many positive results with minimum maintenance. But Thomas is as wizard for this things. He was able to visualize the whole picture before it was established, before there was any design, and even when it came to design he was great. Too bad had to trade Madrid for Budapest because family, we used to hang out together and it was great. But now this task in on me and I feel stuck! So before I do anything stupid, I´m gonna take a break, center my mind and regroup before attempting to go any further.

Perhaps a household organization before picking up the boys from school can help me refresh…. Its best to put the caveman back in the cave.